Well its been a couple days since my last entry so I will get you guys up to par on things.  I have one more final left this semester, praise God in heaven!  I have passed most of my classes with flying colors and I am currently trying to find ways to occupy my time since I have some free time and I don't know what to do without having school work in my life. 

     Graduation is this firday, yey, I get to watch half my friends walk down an aisle and not see most of the them for a very long time.  For some reason the sadness really crept in today and it really bothers me.  Some people say that I shouldn't feel this way but how can I not when I have friends graduating that have been like family to me???  Oh well I just want you all to know that I love you dearly, have a great night guys!

          Ok so I just want to say how happy I am that I will be taking pretty much all of my finals within the next 2 days, yay for happiness!  lol.  I don't really know what to write but all I can say is that Jesus is one awesome dude and God is totally amazing! 

This is very humbling to read, I would encourage you guys to analyze your walk with Christ tonight and see if you are like the adulterous bride mentioned below, I know it has made me think, love you all, you know that.

If you could love me as a wife and for my wedding gift, your life Should that be all I’d ever need or is there more I’m looking for and should I read between the lines and look for blessings in disguise To make me handsome, rich, and wise Is that really what you want I am a whore I do confess But I put you on just like a wedding dress and I run down the aisle and I run down the aisle I’m a prodigal with no way home but I put you on just like a ring of gold and I run down the aisle to you So could you love this bastard child Though I don’t trust you to provide With one hand in a pot of gold and with the other in your side I am so easily satisfied by the call of lovers so less wild That I would take a little cash Over your very flesh and blood Because money cannot buy a husband’s jealous eye When you have knowingly deceived his wife I am a whore I do confess But I put you on just like a wedding dress and I run down the aisle and I run down the aisle I’m a prodigal with no way home but I put you on just like a ring of gold and I run down the aisle to you

Ok so I lied about going to bed.  I found another really great song that hit me kinda hard, but this one really spoke to me about my relationship with God and just my whole walk with him and my life in general, so I thought I would share it with you:

A mountain of stone, a door of steel
Can't stand in my way, I'd go on
Brutal machines, unbending laws
Can't slow me down, I'd go on
I've learned how to deal and when to fight
I know what's real, I know what's right
I'm not afraid, a wounded dove
I can be tender in a world so tough

I'm sure I could face the bitter cold
But life without you Jesus, I don't know

The winds of the heart can blow me down
But I get right up and I stand my ground
I've tasted fear, my share of pain
The wasted tears of love in vain
I've held you tight God, pushed you away
Now with all my might I beg you to stay

I'm sure I could face the bitter cold
But life without you Jesus, I don't know

I know what I want, I know what I need
But there's just one thing I must believe
Deep in the night by a dying flame
You will be there when I call your name (AMEN, THANK YOU JESUS)

I'm sure I could face the bitter cold
But life without you Jesus, I don't know

This song is just so amazing, I hope maybe it has spoken to you a little bit as it did me.  Alright guys I am really going to bed now, love you all!